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YIM to Cultures &amp; Community, Groups; User Rooms, Collective intelligence, YIM me your YIM id, or go to<br /> <br /> http://chat.yahoo.com/?room=Collective%20Intelligence::1600136382 for the java/browser version, or<br /> <br /> get YIM at http://messenger.yahoo.com/messenger/chat.html<br /> <br /> be sure to add jimscarver and xanthusinc as a friend.<br /> <br /> <br /> You are in &quot;Collective Intelligence:1&quot; ( http://WikiWorld.com Our Collective Intelligence manifest? )<br /> <br /> &lt;pre&gt;<br /> surkumdev1 joined the room<br /> xanthusinc: what you up to?<br /> surkumdev1: yell o<br /> xanthusinc: are you getting QET? quantum event time model?<br /> surkumdev1: huh?<br /> xanthusinc: you agree there is no limit to how fast you can get their and newtonian rules apply to all of your travels no matter how fast you go?<br /> surkumdev1: no<br /> xanthusinc: QET predicts that and relativity emerges naturally more or less.<br /> surkumdev1: i believe that any digital physics puts a limitation on that<br /> xanthusinc: prove it wrong. one single example where it fails. it is absolutely true.<br /> xanthusinc: for the traveler alone<br /> missavity joined the room<br /> xanthusinc: we must model the traveler<br /> missavity: and the traveler is who exactly?<br /> xanthusinc: hi miss, qurestions? problems? desires?<br /> xanthusinc: questions?<br /> missavity: who is the traveler?<br /> xanthusinc: space traveler, to andromada and back<br /> missavity: and why must we model him or her?<br /> xanthusinc: takes him twenty years, but when he gets back 220 years have passed here.<br /> xanthusinc: senior moment? andromada is 100 light years away?<br /> missavity: does that answer my question about why we must model him?<br /> xanthusinc: we are modeling the universe<br /> xanthusinc: the actors in our model are travelers<br /> missavity: oh, I get it, you aren&#039;t going to answer that<br /> xanthusinc: i am trying<br /> xanthusinc: we are physicists, it is our nature to model the universe<br /> missavity: ok, got you there<br /> xanthusinc: lol<br /> missavity: who is the traveler<br /> missavity: where is his record of travel<br /> missavity: what did he learn?<br /> missavity: where is he now?<br /> xanthusinc: [[StarPilot]] and me. earth, any object. all objects.<br /> missavity: you have been to Andromeda?<br /> xanthusinc: newtonian rules apply for the traveller, but according to einstein, all other clocks are screwy.<br /> xanthusinc: not yet<br /> xanthusinc: what are the [[BigQuestions]] for you?<br /> missavity: my big questions?<br /> missavity: for my life?<br /> xanthusinc: yes<br /> xanthusinc: yours, your family, nation, world?<br /> missavity: right this minute, can I find my soulmate in a person of another race... if my race consciousness forms so much of my mission for this lifetime<br /> missavity: forgive me, not soulmate, twin flame<br /> xanthusinc: i think as long as we preserve our disersity it is fine to enjoy it<br /> xanthusinc: diversity<br /> missavity: that wasn&#039;t the question I asked<br /> missavity: but thanks<br /> xanthusinc: that is colective intelligence cool.<br /> xanthusinc: we are many steames on many frequencies, we can maintain conflicting streams only if we can prevent them from crossing.<br /> missavity: in laymens terms Doc<br /> xanthusinc: you can be more than one thing, but its crazy<br /> xanthusinc: if you don&#039;t mind being a little scitzo, go for it<br /> ncslutpup joined the room<br /> xanthusinc: hi pup, questions?, problems? dreams?<br /> missavity: LOL<br /> missavity: free advice<br /> surkumdev1: hello miss<br /> ncslutpup: not me, i am perfect<br /> ncslutpup:<br /> xanthusinc: cool<br /> missavity: hello dev1<br /> surkumdev1: hello nclutpup<br /> surkumdev1: so, jim, you know these people?<br /> xanthusinc: no<br /> missavity: I think that is slut pup<br /> surkumdev1: ok<br /> missavity: come pup, ask a question<br /> ncslutpup: hhmmm<br /> xanthusinc: hope you are being nice...<br /> ncslutpup: i will<br /> missavity: I asked about my twin flame being a person of another race<br /> ncslutpup: what about the ability of the collective mind to anticipate events<br /> missavity: when my race consciousness forms so much of my identity<br /> missavity: good question<br /> ncslutpup: why cant people collectively &quot;see&quot; even a little bit into the probable future<br /> xanthusinc: nostrodemous told me it can<br /> xanthusinc: lol<br /> missavity: he told you?<br /> ncslutpup: but it doesnnt seem to work very well<br /> ncslutpup: why doesnt everyone get off the plane that is going to crash<br /> ncslutpup: and other such examples<br /> xanthusinc: we can see the possible futures, which one you predict depends on you optimism, the collective only provides the alternaives usually<br /> xanthusinc: it must act through someone like budha, jesus, ghandi, gabran<br /> missavity: why is that?<br /> xanthusinc: it acts through all of us<br /> missavity: you just said it must act through a transcended master<br /> missavity: which one is it?<br /> xanthusinc: the problem is largly that it operately on a lower frequency or longer time scale, it speakes sooo slowly to us that we are too impatient to listen.<br /> missavity: it being?<br /> xanthusinc: collective intelligence<br /> xanthusinc: we are cells that are us and in turn are cells of the collective<br /> missavity: right, tiny drops in the infinite sea of God, collective intelligence, the universe, Love... whatever you choose to call it<br /> ncslutpup left the room<br /> xanthusinc: no must, only if you are lazy you must, you must keep the disiplin<br /> xanthusinc: for me to keep it, requires 15 minutes 3 times a day meditation.<br /> surkumdev1: missvity, what is twin flame?<br /> xanthusinc: i hardly do it anymore.... I am 52<br /> xanthusinc: old hippy<br /> missavity: the soul that was created with you at the begining of time<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> surkumdev1: how old are you?<br /> missavity: it is the yin to your yang<br /> xanthusinc: i only know of the spirit born in my life.<br /> missavity: a soulmate is someone that has come into your life to teach you a lesson<br /> xanthusinc: 52<br /> missavity: your twin flame is your other half<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> missavity: vibrating at the same frequency as you are<br /> surkumdev1: you seem too logical for a woman<br /> surkumdev1: i m surprised<br /> xanthusinc: i just met someone close to that in a sence, dacid seigle shares many of my visions.<br /> missavity: too logical?<br /> surkumdev1: yes, you can think<br /> surkumdev1: a defining character that most women do not have<br /> missavity: is that a suggestion that I&#039;m not a woman, or that women are illogical?<br /> xanthusinc: fellowship is good, ecessary i think<br /> xanthusinc: necessary<br /> surkumdev1: personally, i believe that not woman can think logically<br /> surkumdev1: some do, an exceptional job at it<br /> surkumdev1: though<br /> missavity: let me guess, you are single<br /> surkumdev1: yes<br /> surkumdev1: but i am not looking though<br /> missavity: logical and intuitive...<br /> missavity: masculine and feminine<br /> missavity: yin and yang<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> missavity: damn, I have it all<br /> surkumdev1: oh that&#039;s good<br /> missavity: Jim, have you had a NDE?<br /> xanthusinc: men and woman tend to think differently, the way men think, deductive, kum call logical, he is forgeting that real problem are non linier and don&#039;t succumb to deduction, and that inductive solutions are also logical by nature.<br /> xanthusinc: NDE?<br /> missavity: Near Death Experience?<br /> xanthusinc: you bet<br /> surkumdev1: me, not really, i think<br /> xanthusinc: could get heart down to 6 beats a munite<br /> missavity: has it stopped?<br /> surkumdev1: i hope. Well, there is a story, my dad used to tell me<br /> xanthusinc: once i stopped it.<br /> missavity: have you seen the light?<br /> xanthusinc: yes<br /> surkumdev1: i haven;t seen the light<br /> surkumdev1: have you?<br /> surkumdev1: missavity?<br /> xanthusinc: my meditations were 15 minutes to the second. took me two hours to get ailive.<br /> missavity: nope, but I did have an experience where I felt myself as the entire universe<br /> surkumdev1: what do u mean&gt;?<br /> xanthusinc: normally 15 minutes<br /> xanthusinc: when i stopped my heart, it took two hours for me to revive myself.<br /> surkumdev1:http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user&lt;code&gt;mdsuresh&amp;nextdate&lt;/code&gt;11%2f23%2f2002+2%3a1%3a9.0&amp;direction=n<br /> surkumdev1: read down on Wednesay Nov 13, 2002<br /> xanthusinc: no idea how long the heart was stopped but i believe it was over a munute.<br /> surkumdev1: oh, jim, sorry to hear that<br /> xanthusinc: but i felt fine, great actually after.<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> missavity: there is no such thing as death<br /> missavity: so no need to feel sorry<br /> missavity: pain and death are human illusions<br /> missavity: but we aren&#039;t really human, we are tiny drops in the infinite sea of collective intelligence<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> missavity: ok, well I must take my leave<br /> missavity: peace and many blessings<br /> surkumdev1: bye<br /> missavity left the room<br /> xanthusinc: lol, you speack against that which logically can exist ignoring what logically might exist i think, kum. God is Creative forse in universe, of subset of the logical systems that comprise the univers which are creative.<br /> xanthusinc: can&#039;t<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> xanthusinc: as far as i can say.. God &lt;code&gt;&lt;/code&gt; Creator<br /> surkumdev1: i dunno<br /> surkumdev1: i am goin to watch TV<br /> xanthusinc: organization emerges on every level, including the top, every top<br /> xanthusinc: fried your brain?<br /> surkumdev1: yes, I was learning GR today, having conversations about god, your theory, my own theory<br /> surkumdev1: and wad tryin to solve the problem of energy and a crumbling a piece of paper<br /> surkumdev1: so, my brain is fried<br /> xanthusinc: lol<br /> surkumdev1: watching weakest link on howard stern<br /> xanthusinc: QET theory, i have a model, a paridyme, it is not wrong, a theory of mine is [[BinaryHarmonicCosmology]].<br /> xanthusinc: QET is not a theory<br /> xanthusinc: later, sorry, i can be hard to shut up at times, lol.<br /> surkumdev1: my brain is off now<br /> xanthusinc: QET is a description of observation.<br /> xanthusinc: you have other cool ideas in the chat, i just don&#039;y think denying any reasonable definition of God is unreasonable.<br /> xanthusinc: it&#039;s ok, it&#039;s not bad, but undecidable ultimately.<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> venusmellonie joined the room<br /> venusmellonie: Anybody there?<br /> xanthusinc: i&#039;ll have to comment there I guess<br /> surkumdev1: ok<br /> venusmellonie: OK. you gys are just so silent.<br /> xanthusinc: hi venus, question, problems, dreams?<br /> venusmellonie: Nothing in particular. just a little bit lonely.<br /> xanthusinc: we just finished<br /> venusmellonie: Finished what?<br /> xanthusinc: lol, a woman cab&#039;t be lonely on the internet, can she?<br /> xanthusinc: can&#039;t<br /> venusmellonie: Well. I am. I just logged on.<br /> venusmellonie: A woman can be lonely in a lot of ways.<br /> xanthusinc: collective intelligence, information physics, God<br /> venusmellonie: Not just physically or mentally but intelectually too.<br /> venusmellonie: I am lonely intellectually.<br /> xanthusinc: i know, been married forever, twice<br /> venusmellonie: It is har to look for someone that one can talk to sensibly<br /> xanthusinc: we are all ultimately alone in our thoughts, but this is a place for you to be, this room i mean<br /> xanthusinc: cause we do have a lot of common thoughts<br /> xanthusinc: one some are unique.<br /> xanthusinc: only<br /> xanthusinc: weel, i am an information physicist, what is sencible to you and me are different in some ways, and the same in others.<br /> venusmellonie: I do hope so.<br /> surkumdev1: hello venus<br /> venusmellonie: It would be boring if two people agree on everything.<br /> venusmellonie: Hi.<br /> surkumdev1: i once wrote a poem of a girl i named venus<br /> xanthusinc: when i was 16 i thought communication with other humans was impossible, like i was from mars or something.<br /> venusmellonie: It sometimes is like that. Communication sometimes sucks especially if the person you are talking to is on another wavelength<br /> xanthusinc: i know, lol<br /> venusmellonie: Venus is a largely well known and used name. Is she beautiful?<br /> xanthusinc: the most beutiful<br /> surkumdev1: well, i never knew her name. she was beautiful<br /> surkumdev1: so, being a little bit of poet, i wrote a poem about venus<br /> surkumdev1: it&#039;s just foolish romance<br /> xanthusinc: she is the first stop on the way to the son and a beatiful spirit.<br /> xanthusinc: sun<br /> venusmellonie: Okay. Since venus means the godess of beauty.<br /> venusmellonie: Romance is never foolish unless it gets out of hand<br /> xanthusinc: i believe in her.<br /> xanthusinc: well, i believe all gods are real spirits.<br /> venusmellonie: Aside from writting poems, do you like declaiming?<br /> venusmellonie: Are you a wide reader?<br /> xanthusinc: dont know declaiming<br /> venusmellonie: I simply love books. Of all kinds<br /> venusmellonie: It is like in a theater.<br /> surkumdev1: i read mostly techincal stuff<br /> xanthusinc: i love books too, but dont read enough lately.<br /> surkumdev1: and as far as reading novels, i like watching movies<br /> venusmellonie: What kind of books do you usually read?<br /> surkumdev1: instead of them<br /> venusmellonie: What kind of thechnical stuff do you read?<br /> surkumdev1: usually textbooks on physics<br /> surkumdev1: , mathematics, etc<br /> venusmellonie: you really are into Physics==<br /> xanthusinc: now im reading gabran and physics stuff<br /> surkumdev1: i want to be a good physicist someday<br /> venusmellonie: You must be really good at science and all thise analytical stuff.<br /> surkumdev1: i hope<br /> venusmellonie: I had a hard time on those subjects when i was in college. I liked the literary stuff and the business stuff.<br /> surkumdev1: but women do bring the poet and the artist in me<br /> xanthusinc: non fiction mostly but love gabran, Herman Hesse, heinlan, ....<br /> surkumdev1: but it&#039;s just silly stuff<br /> venusmellonie: How old are you?<br /> surkumdev1: 20<br /> xanthusinc: not to me<br /> xanthusinc: what are your BIG questions, yourself, family, nation, world?<br /> xanthusinc: 52<br /> venusmellonie: Those are not silly stuff. Any book is not silly stuff. You learn from them. Fiction or non-fiction.<br /> venusmellonie: About myself, I have no question. It is just about men in gemeral. Why do they always have roving eyes.<br /> surkumdev1: no, i mean, my infatuations with women are sillt<br /> surkumdev1: silly*<br /> surkumdev1: because women are pretty and delicate<br /> venusmellonie: They only look delicate but they can be as tough as men.<br /> surkumdev1: yes, but in a loving way<br /> xanthusinc: because it is in their advantage evolutionary advantage to make as many babies as they can<br /> surkumdev1:<br /> venusmellonie: What does babies have to do with being tough?<br /> surkumdev1: women are expressive<br /> venusmellonie: That I can agree with.<br /> xanthusinc: rational people can appease those fanticies without actually acting on them, e.g. vicariously.<br /> xanthusinc: i love woman, all woman<br /> surkumdev1: there is nothing better than fallin in love with a women and cuddling her<br /> xanthusinc: but i never get any.....lol<br /> venusmellonie: I already have a little girl. it is not really an advantage but it does appease my motherly cravings.<br /> xanthusinc: had 5<br /> venusmellonie: I know I had one too early but It doesn&#039;t change things. i love her.<br /> surkumdev1: yeah<br /> venusmellonie: how old is your eldest?<br /> xanthusinc: woman just HAVE to do that from time to time (babies)<br /> venusmellonie: I am only 22.<br /> xanthusinc: i love chirldren too fortunately<br /> surkumdev1: i am a foolish romantic<br /> surkumdev1: i am 20<br /> venusmellonie: I know. When the time is right (this time) and with the right guy. I still want to have two more.<br /> surkumdev1: i believe that i should say &#039;i love you&#039; to a girl, only if i want to marry her<br /> xanthusinc: 30Amy in aug.<br /> venusmellonie: Romantics aren&#039;t foolish. They are those that should be followed by some.<br /> venusmellonie: That is true. love is an easy word to say but hard to stand up to.<br /> xanthusinc: pashion and reason are the sails and the rudder of the seafaring soul, without either he can but just drift aimlessly. -Gabran.<br /> surkumdev1: my prof calls me so<br /> surkumdev1: usually, that&#039;s how i do physics/math<br /> xanthusinc: how?<br /> venusmellonie: Some guys take love too lightly. But some gals too. I was once one of them. It was my fault even if at that time I was blaming my parents for breaking up.<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> venusmellonie: Yeah. Oh. But past is past.<br /> surkumdev1: i am foolish romantic because i am &quot;not practical&quot;<br /> xanthusinc: girls just wanna have fun<br /> surkumdev1: i fancy over stuff<br /> surkumdev1: like physics<br /> surkumdev1: math<br /> xanthusinc: we all go through that, except kum, he is a strieght arrow.<br /> venusmellonie: You should try being practical but not on a lot of things. Being too practical isn&#039;t fun.<br /> surkumdev1: usually, my prof means the stuff i do<br /> surkumdev1: eventually, i do produce results<br /> surkumdev1: but i appoarch problems in a foolish romantic way<br /> venusmellonie: Such as?<br /> venusmellonie: Sometimes that is better than beating your brains out.<br /> xanthusinc: i don&#039;t think you really what to know venus, or do you like physics?<br /> venusmellonie: I like it at some level but not too much. i like literary stuff more.<br /> surkumdev1: you see, i told my prof, that when i become a professor, i will make exams that scale to each individaul student<br /> surkumdev1: and measure him based on progress<br /> xanthusinc: a lot of work... too much work.<br /> surkumdev1: my prof thinks that is foolish romance<br /> surkumdev1: its really unpractical if you are prof because a prof should be doing research<br /> xanthusinc: i had one professor who actually read every line of everones program assignments, that was more work then any other would do. and it was a lot.<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> surkumdev1: u know what i mean? venus?<br /> venusmellonie: I guess you both are deep into Physics. I am the odd one out.<br /> surkumdev1: no,<br /> xanthusinc: it was cool that he saw every cool thing you did and appreciated it.<br /> surkumdev1: let&#039;s talk<br /> surkumdev1: what do u want to talk about?<br /> surkumdev1: jim, u talking to me?<br /> venusmellonie: Anything. Do you two know eachother?<br /> xanthusinc: talking to us all<br /> surkumdev1: oh, about ur prof<br /> surkumdev1: ok<br /> surkumdev1: yes, venus,i know jim thru the internet<br /> surkumdev1: we have a common philosophy<br /> venusmellonie: Okay. Is he into Physics too?<br /> surkumdev1: yes<br /> xanthusinc: but this is the collective intelligence group<br /> surkumdev1: well, venus, my brain is closed for physics now<br /> surkumdev1: but i am a philosopher from time to time<br /> venusmellonie: How come jim isn&#039;t shareing his thoughts?<br /> xanthusinc: here we seek to accoplesh something together we could not do alone using all of our thoughts in any common area<br /> surkumdev1: we had been talking for a while now<br /> xanthusinc: i am jim<br /> venusmellonie: Ok. What appears on you screen is my real name so you won&#039;t have any trouble.<br /> xanthusinc: i dont want to kill jimscarver (me) in the office cause there is stuff in the log I want to keep.<br /> long name courtesy of my dad.<br /> surkumdev1: u chinese?<br /> venusmellonie: Sometimes names are just a twisted sence of humor of our parents.<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> surkumdev1: u asian?<br /> venusmellonie: Yes. I am a filipina.<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> surkumdev1: the girl venus, i said was also asian<br /> venusmellonie: Where did you meet her?<br /> surkumdev1: college<br /> surkumdev1: nj<br /> venusmellonie: How did you guess that I was asian?<br /> surkumdev1: i dunno, u reminded me of her<br /> surkumdev1: with ur name<br /> venusmellonie: Do you like animals?<br /> surkumdev1: cats<br /> venusmellonie: What else do you have?<br /> surkumdev1: but i am alergic to them<br /> venusmellonie: We have a lot in the Phil.<br /> xanthusinc: kum is asian, indian.<br /> surkumdev1: but i used to have a lot of them<br /> venusmellonie: I am allergic to them too because I an Asthmatic but that doesn&#039;t stop me and my dad.<br /> surkumdev1: i love kittens<br /> surkumdev1: they are so cute and pretty<br /> xanthusinc: sounds like american though, you have mics?<br /> venusmellonie: We have a lot of dogs, birds, reptiles, monkeys but no cats. They eat dad&#039;s birds.<br /> venusmellonie: What is mics?<br /> surkumdev1: jim u like animals?<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> surkumdev1: i am not into other animals except dogs<br /> venusmellonie: What kind of dog do you have?<br /> surkumdev1: i dont. i pet my neighbors<br /> xanthusinc: we have 3 cats 7 birds no problem.<br /> xanthusinc: dog, hamsters<br /> xanthusinc: 5 rabbits<br /> xanthusinc: fish<br /> surkumdev1: right now, i have no animals<br /> xanthusinc: http://dootsmon.com<br /> venusmellonie: That is good enough. Wow. You have a lot too. My dad uis a breeder of birds so we literally have a lot.<br /> xanthusinc: only onee bird is free<br /> xanthusinc: cats dog and rabbits are free<br /> venusmellonie: We also have 2 siberian huskies, 1 dutchand and 1 shepherd.<br /> surkumdev1: i do not like to live with a lot of animals<br /> surkumdev1: too many responsibilities<br /> xanthusinc: wow, you are as bad as us<br /> surkumdev1: i like to live a simple and responsibility free life<br /> venusmellonie: Well I love no correction, I adore animals.<br /> venusmellonie: But yes I only get to pet those animals when I am with my dad. It is hard to take care of them.<br /> xanthusinc: you gotta live life with gusto, or why bother?<br /> xanthusinc: lol<br /> venusmellonie: That is true. i am learning to do that now.<br /> xanthusinc: i&#039;ll drink to that==== brb<br /> surkumdev1: so, venus, u like a simple life?<br /> venusmellonie: I was swamped with responsibility at an early age because both my parents are always out of town so i had to rear my brother and my sister. I am 7 year older than they are.<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> surkumdev1: i hate responsibility<br /> venusmellonie: I like to live a simple life. I love the country. i would rather stay there than in the hustle and bustle of the city.<br /> venusmellonie: One does tend to hate responsibility until it virtually knocks on your door.<br /> surkumdev1: i guess<br /> surkumdev1: i take my responsibilities too seriously<br /> surkumdev1: and so, i always try to avoid them<br /> surkumdev1: whenever possible<br /> venusmellonie: Our talk was definitely a breath of fresh air but i have to go now. I still have work tom.<br /> surkumdev1: ok bye<br /> venusmellonie: Hope I could chat with you again tom night. Will look forward to it.<br /> xanthusinc: you are ul;timately responsible only for yourself, but sharing responsibility is what we do because we love life and abudance which we sustain together.<br /> venusmellonie left the room<br /> surkumdev1: yeah<br /> surkumdev1: and bye<br /> surkumdev1: so, u have a lot of pets jim<br /> xanthusinc: nice to meet you, may not be here tomorrow but may be, come anytime<br /> venusmellonie:<br /> venusmellonie: Bye. Nite.<br /> xanthusinc: happy dreams<br /> xanthusinc:<br /> surkumdev1: jim, should u be sleeping?<br /> xanthusinc: yikes<br /> surkumdev1: wow, you are like a girl magnet<br /> xanthusinc: lost track of time<br /> surkumdev1: jim, shouldnt you be sleeping?<br /> xanthusinc: charlotte takes care of them mostly<br /> surkumdev1: charlotte?<br /> xanthusinc: my wife<br /> surkumdev1: ok<br /> xanthusinc: venus is nice<br /> surkumdev1: yes<br /> xanthusinc: every human being is worthwile and valuable and we can capitalize on human fulfillment.<br /> xanthusinc: we should.<br /> xanthusinc: every human being<br /> xanthusinc: goodnight kum<br /> surkumdev1: nite<br /> ----<br /> personal info (real names of others) comments removed. too bad the emotion symbols (smiles) were lost too.<br /> <br /> the log from friday, earlier today, and times i was not there are hopefully in the office and will get to yesterdays diary on monday. wonder if anything cool happened when i wasn&#039;t there....<br /> <br /> <br /> and another saga, boy it&#039;s late....<br /> ----<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram:hi<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: hi jimmy scarver<br /> surkumdev1: hello<br /> xanthusinc: hi<br /> surkumdev1: u up?<br /> xanthusinc: this is jimy, who goes there?<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: not much<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: im lethus<br /> surkumdev1: lethus?<br /> xanthusinc: should i remember? senior moment?<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: yes the cosmic entity known only to mortals as lethus<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: im just lethus in a mortal form<br /> surkumdev1: ok<br /> xanthusinc: the grim reaper? i aint ready...<br /> xanthusinc: having WAY too much fun.<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: bad lag<br /> xanthusinc: and the power of Heavin is behind me<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: i see<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: if that works for you<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: that is wonderful<br /> xanthusinc: are you the reaper?<br /> surkumdev1: did i tell u i am a grim greaper<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: nah im lethus<br /> surkumdev1: people haved died<br /> surkumdev1: here&#039;s something i will tell u<br /> xanthusinc: i am trying to recognise lethus, was a guess.<br /> surkumdev1: this is just interpretation<br /> surkumdev1: u see, my driving instructor was old ritired man<br /> surkumdev1: he lived downstairs from my appartment<br /> surkumdev1: he taught me driving<br /> xanthusinc: i have sat amoung the imortals, perhaps we have met.<br /> surkumdev1: and we became close and he died<br /> surkumdev1: his last conversation was with me.<br /> surkumdev1: all my roomates have dropped out of college<br /> surkumdev1: including myself<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: i see<br /> surkumdev1: not only that, i knew this guy in new brunswick<br /> surkumdev1: he was old, he didnt have a family<br /> surkumdev1: he always wanted to play the guitar<br /> xanthusinc: what about his last conversation with you?<br /> surkumdev1: he never had any money to buy his own<br /> surkumdev1: i gave him my guitar<br /> surkumdev1: and he disappeared later completely<br /> surkumdev1: this guy was living there for like years<br /> surkumdev1: later on, someond told me he had an heart attach<br /> surkumdev1: i bring death<br /> surkumdev1:<br /> xanthusinc: so you are the reaper, kum, may your shadow mever cross my door, lol.<br /> surkumdev1: but death, where people die, happily knowing their spirits are put to rest<br /> xanthusinc: kim is not a believer in spirit.<br /> xanthusinc: kum<br /> surkumdev1: i dont<br /> surkumdev1: this is just my interpretation<br /> xanthusinc: he thinks that if he can&#039;t write the equation it doesn&#039;y exist<br /> surkumdev1: huh?<br /> xanthusinc: he doesn&#039;t know that the equatins are beyond the comprehention of our small minds.<br /> surkumdev1: not only that, this is something funny.<br /> xanthusinc: equations for meme based existance of spirit.<br /> surkumdev1: u see, there was this indian actor in a dance video. he was old . So, i thought shouldnt he be dead? The next week, he actually died<br /> surkumdev1: but this is interpretation<br /> xanthusinc: luthis, questions? problems? dreams?<br /> surkumdev1: let me also tell you something, about death of institutions i have brought out, when i leave.<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: hrmm<br /> surkumdev1: i went to 2 schools.<br /> surkumdev1: u see, when i left my highschool in india in 11 grade, my principal died<br /> xanthusinc: you seem to be a destructive spirit kum, yet no reasonable being would choose death over life, hate over love, or destruction over Creation.<br /> surkumdev1: well, he was old<br /> xanthusinc: but did he learn the guitar?<br /> surkumdev1: most of these people, who died, because of me are actually very nice people<br /> surkumdev1: well, the guy, who i gave the guitar, he knew how to play, but never had to money to play it<br /> surkumdev1: u see, back in my high school in india, my principal was held undisputed position was replaced when i left<br /> surkumdev1: when i came to the US, and left my WWPHS high school&#039;s system, it went into turmoil because of teacher&#039;s pay<br /> xanthusinc: ok. how about a little affimative action, pray for long life of every person and place you go.<br /> surkumdev1: so, u see, i am death<br /> surkumdev1: jim, i am not kidding about any of these facts<br /> surkumdev1: it&#039;s not that they die because of me<br /> surkumdev1: it&#039;s just that usually, i am there when people die feeling happy<br /> surkumdev1: so, non1sum1qualis1er, why are u the grim reaper?<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: im not<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: im a part of lethus silly<br /> xanthusinc: you are the spirit that you alow to control you and those that control you vike viruses.<br /> surkumdev1: what is lethus?<br /> xanthusinc: like a virus<br /> xanthusinc: please tell lethus<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: im just hear to experience the joys of marjuana inthats a thats a lie<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: bah<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: lag<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: im sorry<br /> surkumdev1: ok<br /> xanthusinc: i to am stoned<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: im here to experience the joys of marjuana through the enbodiment of human form<br /> ALL IN (devinchillpill) joined the room<br /> xanthusinc: was<br /> surkumdev1: u see, not only do i bring death to people, i can navigate place without maps<br /> surkumdev1: by taking random paths<br /> surkumdev1: i am not kidding<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: im not stoned im clean cuz im grounded<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: and it really sucks<br /> surkumdev1: i do this experiment all the time<br /> surkumdev1: i used to get lost and try to find my way back<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: i hate when im driving and get lost<br /> surkumdev1: and usually i do find my way back<br /> xanthusinc: it i am (was mabe) very good without a map.<br /> surkumdev1: i love it<br /> xanthusinc: i am never lost<br /> surkumdev1: it&#039;s solving a puzzle<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: i live in chicago so you always eventually find your way back to a road that you know will lead you home<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: but its still anoying<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> surkumdev1: usually, this path finding thing helps in research<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: my abilty to have a funny convo is shot tonight<br /> xanthusinc: i am never physicially lost, emotionally and mentally i get lost regularly<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: how very tragic<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: hehe<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: im gunna go to bed<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: cuz this is a realy boring evening<br /> surkumdev1: i dunno. it&#039;s like i have some sort of esp.<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: night night=/<br /> xanthusinc: sorry<br /> surkumdev1: nite<br /> surkumdev1: sorry<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: its possible to be closer to like a esp. stat of mind since concessness is useally expanded when you are high<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: to bad your short term memery and often the abilty to relate is shatterd<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> surkumdev1: i am not usually not high<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: depends i guess on the drug dontcha think<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: night night<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: i see<br /> surkumdev1: because i do not do drugs<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: thats do bad<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram: you should try pot and stick to it most other drugs arnt that great fer ya anyhow<br /> non1sum1qualis1eram left the room<br /> xanthusinc: no, i dont do drugs most of the time<br /> surkumdev1: i do not like to have a cloudy mind<br /> surkumdev1: i like to feel reality and know that i am feeling reality<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> xanthusinc: most every day i smoke a little i guess, entertainment for the tran ride etc., a substitute for the disipline<br /> surkumdev1: anyways, jim, i would like to someday test to see if i have esp<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> surkumdev1: i think that would be cool.<br /> xanthusinc: all tests i have set up failed, seems untestable.<br /> surkumdev1: well, there are some tests<br /> xanthusinc: almost seems like testing is taboo at times.<br /> surkumdev1: i would only believe that i have esp. if it can be scienfically proven<br /> xanthusinc: i could demonstrate it with one friend, before many people, but not in a controled experiment.<br /> surkumdev1: i need a controlled experiment<br /> xanthusinc: i was just like you untill i lived with witches<br /> surkumdev1: i want to see if i really spell death<br /> surkumdev1: hello<br /> xanthusinc: and lost my ability to distiguash reality, retreated back to science and have finally reconsiled science and spirit.<br /> surkumdev1: redskin, people i know, or have come to know intimately have died<br /> surkumdev1: i am talkin about strangers<br /> surkumdev1: not family<br /> surkumdev1: all my roomates were dropouts<br /> xanthusinc: thats not going to win you any popularity contests kum.<br /> surkumdev1: oh<br /> xanthusinc: lol<br /> surkumdev1: it&#039;s usually like when i leave, things go in ruin<br /> surkumdev1: like both of my highschools i went to and the Rutgers EE program<br /> surkumdev1: do u know that ABET will not renew rutgers EE license if they do not change thier circulum<br /> surkumdev1: no kidding<br /> xanthusinc: give it no power<br /> xanthusinc: forget about it.<br /> surkumdev1: this started happening right before i left<br /> xanthusinc: empower only creation.<br /> surkumdev1: jim, i dunno, something about me and death and justice<br /> xanthusinc: curriculum changes are often required<br /> surkumdev1: yes<br /> xanthusinc: about every few years to keep accredidation<br /> xanthusinc: at NJIT<br /> xanthusinc: good night<br /> surkumdev1: nite<br /> surkumdev1: i hope that there is no correlation between me and death<br /> surkumdev1: &quot;<br /> surkumdev1: nite<br /> xanthusinc: indeed<br /> &lt;/pre&gt;<br /> <br /> [[Category:DearDiary]]</div>

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