DearDiary.2004-11-03
tejhsterport: party boy tejhsterport: :-P tejhsterport: :-D tejhsterport: =-O [[JimScarver]]: >:o tejhsterport: 8-) tejhsterport: did u vote for the commie tejhsterport: :-D tejhsterport: I guess so but u must be ashamed to admit it:'( tejhsterport: hello tejhsterport: u go home? tejhsterport: u there? [[JimScarver]]: going to vote against the facist tejhsterport is idle at 8:01:41 PM. tejhsterport is no longer idle at 8:01:41 PM. tejhsterport: Sorry W won tejhsterport: guess u will have to deal with it for 4 more years tejhsterport: 4 more years tejhsterport: 4 more years tejhsterport: lol [[JimScarver]]: God help us. tejhsterport: God help anyone that isn't on his side tejhsterport: think about it [[JimScarver]]: rambo america will survive i expect tejhsterport: only the commies have something to fear [[JimScarver]]: we will just be evil :-P tejhsterport: evil works:-D [[JimScarver]]: fuck you :-D tejhsterport: only with plenty of vasoliene8-) [[JimScarver]]: yuck tejhsterport: and please avoid the peper [[JimScarver]]: 8i take it back:-P tejhsterport: take it back with or without vasolene tejhsterport: ? [[JimScarver]]: luv ya, but, not butt :-P [[JimScarver]]: lol tejhsterport: luv ya too no vasoliene in this butt k tejhsterport: lol [[JimScarver]]: ww3 soon, get your kids ready [[JimScarver]]: we have chosen to make enimies for another 4 tejhsterport: i already purchased radiation equipment and i am working on a subteranian shelter [[JimScarver]]: wise tejhsterport: I actually had patients cancel because they were soo depressed [[JimScarver]]: finally killed the spam tejhsterport: I told them to get depressed when they get my cancelation fee [[JimScarver]]: spammassassin plud my blamblock [[JimScarver]]: plus tejhsterport: did it die a peaceful death [[JimScarver]]: not really [[JimScarver]]: 1500 new spamer ip adresses every day tejhsterport: well I hope it hurt a lot then tejhsterport: 1500 those r some big numbers [[JimScarver]]: but you wont see any on xanthus.net [[JimScarver]]: :-Di am the spam master tejhsterport: did u get my check yet? tejhsterport: how can u sell it? [[JimScarver]]: lol, still waiting tejhsterport: It is in the mail I sware ;-) [[JimScarver]]: no more spam on xanthus.net tejhsterport: Yeah can we sell it!!!!!! tejhsterport: Esther is having her birthday on the 8th [[JimScarver]]: $1/email account maybe tejhsterport: at the rate u r going ud be a milionare in no time flat [[JimScarver]]: lol, you sell them for $2 if you can :-P i ain't no salesman tejhsterport: let me talk to my friends [[JimScarver]]: i am the spam master :-P tejhsterport: did u know xp home edition suks tejhsterport: is anyone elese online with u? [[JimScarver]]: lol, big time, but have not converted to linux yet [[JimScarver]]: charlotte [[JimScarver]]: Dootersmom tejhsterport: u still at work? [[JimScarver]]: yep tejhsterport: on what? [[JimScarver]]: just finishes locking spam out of xanthus.net now [[JimScarver]]: now playing tejhsterport: it doesnt kill good addresses rite [[JimScarver]]: did a lille infophysics [[JimScarver]]: little tejhsterport: infophysics? [[JimScarver]]: ruthless, i kill everybody who spams us, but i forgive [[JimScarver]]: 3 strikes and I block the group tejhsterport: hey I'm learning to play guitar [[JimScarver]]: the internet provider deserves angry costomers, they are allowing spam tejhsterport: I really suck :- tejhsterport: I agree [[JimScarver]]: practice practice practice tejhsterport: the dogs howl the more I practice tejhsterport: lol [[JimScarver]]: we can only stop it by inforcing it. tejhsterport: no way around the hony pot [[JimScarver]]: but not everyone need be a spam avenger, we can allow people to block only what they want to block, we can taylors a solution for an organization tejhsterport: We have to be able to sell this [[JimScarver]]: my default policy is zero tolerance, and I HATE zero tolerance generally. [[JimScarver]]: but it is necessary tejhsterport: that sounds vaguely familiar??????? [[JimScarver]]: and i am forgiving :-P tejhsterport: u getting political on me again????=-O [[JimScarver]]: spiritual [[JimScarver]]: it is a war of the gods tejhsterport: I love spiritual especialy when it comes to computers [[JimScarver]]: but it turns our to be the same God :-P tejhsterport: hey are we not created in his image? [[JimScarver]]: there is no Us and Them, only us. tejhsterport: there for war...... [[JimScarver]]: i am powerless to stop the war, but I cannot be silent. tejhsterport: so in the end we are only fighting ourselves [[JimScarver]]: exactly:'( tejhsterport: It was more fun when we were evil:- tejhsterport: lol [[JimScarver]]: killing our own children in a unusually small genetic diversitity tejhsterport: it is the neccessary part of natural selection [[JimScarver]]: no reasonable being would choose death over life, darkness over light, ... tejhsterport: but yet darkness and light is in each one of us it is the natual balance..... you cannot have one without the other tejhsterport: :-( tejhsterport: some clearly do choose darkness [[JimScarver]]: I have God's world at home. the loin (cats) lay down with the the lambs (rabbits). My time has not yet come, when God's world is on earth. tejhsterport: God's world is earth tejhsterport: one does not exisit without the other [[JimScarver]]: http://InformationPhysics.com tejhsterport: [[wife]] needs me my world is calling me tejhsterport: brb [[JimScarver]]: we all withness the eclips simutaniously but none of us withness the same quantum event [[JimScarver]]: God is of all worlds, God is unknown, what we know is Science, the rest is God the creator of information in the information ecology we call our universe. [[JimScarver]]: a top level organization always emerges in a sufficiently complex information ecology. [[JimScarver]]: we are a top level organization of our cells, nothing more. [[JimScarver]]: gotta run ---- [[WhiteyScar]] is no longer idle at 9:02:19 PM. [[WhiteyScar]]: I think the election results reflect American attitudes perfectly [[WhiteyScar]]: we are divided- almost down the middle [[WhiteyScar]]: All the people who voted for Bush have truly noble intentions. They are duped. It is quite sad. [[WhiteyScar]]: They want to do what's right for the country- or for themselves. [[JimScarver]]: johnscarver said it well [[WhiteyScar]]: It's not the right course for our nation because it's not the right course for the world. [[JimScarver]]: in http://www.wikiworld.com/wiki/index.php/DiscussCandidatesMore [[JimScarver]]: it never is, we must go on from here... [[WhiteyScar]]: ? [[WhiteyScar]]: it never is? [[JimScarver]]: spank goerge and think forward [[JimScarver]]: nothing that happens is exactly right for this world [[JimScarver]]: not that we can know what is right [[JimScarver]]: the effects are non-linear [[JimScarver]]: unpredictable [[JimScarver]]: but also are our own effects, we select amoung futures [[WhiteyScar]]: every state within 100 mies of Ground Zero voted Kerry [[JimScarver]]: the butterfly effect... [[JimScarver]]: the science of chaos [[JimScarver]]: could we have changed the vote? [[JimScarver]]: absolutely, but we chose not to. we could have made the difference. [[WhiteyScar]]: i don't think the vote could have been changed much [[JimScarver]]: or we chose to do other things [[WhiteyScar]]: all those kerry supporters that registeered and he still lost [[JimScarver]]: I promised Wheeler I'd help stop ww3. [[WhiteyScar]]: because that IS the make-up of our nation [[WhiteyScar]]: dod you hear my Bush song? [[JimScarver]]: no [[JimScarver]]: url? [[WhiteyScar]]: whitescarever.com/james/DontConfuseMe [[WhiteyScar]]: or something [[WhiteyScar]]: but that is an old mix [[WhiteyScar]]: i'll upload the new one [[JimScarver]]: you should understand nin-linarr dynamics, you are a musician. anything can be changed. [[JimScarver]]: linear [[WhiteyScar]]: i know- but i think the attitudes that determined this election have been long inb the making [[WhiteyScar]]: we'd have to go back really far [[WhiteyScar]]: and MOST IMPORTANTLY [[WhiteyScar]]: people do not want to change their minds [[WhiteyScar]]: they do not want new information [[WhiteyScar]]: "people are not interested in the Truth" [[JimScarver]] [[JimScarver]]: awesome I love it! [[WhiteyScar]]: the song? [[JimScarver]]: but i cannot exclude present company [[WhiteyScar]]: do you see the words? [[JimScarver]]: at least not myself :-P [[WhiteyScar]]: i lost you again [[JimScarver]]: i see [[JimScarver]]: i feel [[JimScarver]]: breaking anybodies world model is hurtfull [[JimScarver]]: o lost you again :-P [[WhiteyScar]]: gotcha [[JimScarver]]: its my favorite song [[WhiteyScar]]: did you hear/read the song? [[WhiteyScar]]: oh [[JimScarver]]: its playing for the third time :-D [[WhiteyScar]]: new mix will be available in 1 minute [[WhiteyScar]]: 40sec [[WhiteyScar]]: hey- that's me on drums [[WhiteyScar]]: my first time REALLY recording myself on drums [[WhiteyScar]]: ever [[WhiteyScar]]: if you can believe that [[WhiteyScar]]: new mix is there [[JimScarver]]: if only i were competent to know how really great it is as I trust you way beyond my understanding [[JimScarver]]: musically at least :-P [[JimScarver]]: i love the mix, i may miss it. [[WhiteyScar]]: you may [[WhiteyScar]]: tell me if you do [[WhiteyScar]]: listen to the new [[JimScarver]]: still 4.0MB? [[WhiteyScar]]: yup [[JimScarver]]: still says 22-Oct [[WhiteyScar]]: refresh [[JimScarver]]: did [[WhiteyScar]]: OHHH [[WhiteyScar]]: go back one directory [[JimScarver]]: 3.9MB [[WhiteyScar]]: yuppers [[WhiteyScar]]: see the other song too? [[WhiteyScar]]: Put it somewhere on Whitescarver.com [[WhiteyScar]]: somewhere meaningful [[WhiteyScar]]: somewhrere will people will notice it [[JimScarver]]: you took out too much of the natural you, but you may just need more backup, imho [[WhiteyScar]]: imho? [[JimScarver]]: http://www.whitescarver.com/james/Don'tConfuseMe.mp3 [[JimScarver]]: in my humble opinion. as the young people say :-P [[JimScarver]]: i still love it [[WhiteyScar]]: i changd the catch phrase to make it more melodic [[JimScarver]]: i can die now [[WhiteyScar]]: don't know if it is an improvement [[JimScarver]]: again. [[WhiteyScar]]: but the overall mix is bettr now [[JimScarver]]: i may even grow to like dieing:-P [[JimScarver]]: yikes, almost train time. [[WhiteyScar]]: dont miss it again [[JimScarver]]: i missied my fucking train [[WhiteyScar]]: Goddammit [[WhiteyScar]]: why don't you fucking listen to me??!? [[WhiteyScar]]: i said...... [[JimScarver]]: i am an assholr [[WhiteyScar]]: [[WhiteyScar]]: dont miss it again [[WhiteyScar]]: on some level you must have wanted to miss it [[WhiteyScar]]: you don't like living in a petting aoo i suppose. [[WhiteyScar]]: petting zoo [[JimScarver]]: i added us to http://www.wikiworld.com/wiki/index.php/DearDiary.2004-11-03 [[WhiteyScar]]: who is [[StarPilot]] [[WhiteyScar]]: ? [[JimScarver]]: programmer at nasa, good friend [[WhiteyScar]]: good, dumb friend. [[WhiteyScar]]: i still say that Greg and [[JimLong]] have the most salient information in the discussion [[WhiteyScar]]: logical [[WhiteyScar]]: without malice [[WhiteyScar]]: or defensiveness [[JimScarver]]: i am blocking over 1,000,000 spammer ip adresses [[WhiteyScar]]: there is a difference between their comments and everyone elses [[JimScarver]]: i am the spam king [[WhiteyScar]]: i read the diary [[JimScarver]]: oh [[WhiteyScar]]: i think it's the difference between logical reasoning and emotion based arguments [[JimScarver]]: so then star pilot is the target audience [[WhiteyScar]]: ? [[JimScarver]]: and he aint dumb [[WhiteyScar]]: i know [[WhiteyScar]]: but his comments lack substance [[JimScarver]]: i'll beat you up if you say he is dumb :-P [[WhiteyScar]]: i know he's very smart [[WhiteyScar]]: but he;s not immuned to his own bias [[WhiteyScar]]: his emotional perspective [[JimScarver]]: nobody is, you were even seduced by the anti-muslems [[WhiteyScar]]: i am anti- church [[WhiteyScar]]: churches are political [[WhiteyScar]]: spirituality is enough [[WhiteyScar]]: None of the scriptures are "divine" in my opinion [[WhiteyScar]]: all the words of men [[JimScarver]]: but you have to admit that God reveals himself to all peoples in magnificent ways, it is just that no religion is the onw right religion. [[WhiteyScar]]: The protestant churches are to thank for G W's win today [[WhiteyScar]]: there intentions were good [[WhiteyScar]]: they're just trying to do God's will [[WhiteyScar]]: if only there was a way that they could know what his will is [[WhiteyScar]]: in lieu of his silence- the church will guide us [[JimScarver]]: i tend to thank the fundimentalist churches, not because they don't want the right things, but only because they delgate that to God. [[WhiteyScar]]: delegate what to God? [[JimScarver]]: they siply don't understand and don't need to, they have delegated control to God, and they are not wrong. [[WhiteyScar]]: how is voting for Bush delegating control to God? [[JimScarver]]: there are many gods, but God isi the creator. [[JimScarver]]: that which is beyond our sciece. [[WhiteyScar]]: how is voting for Bush delegating control to God? [[JimScarver]]: we need not talk about that but we can. and it is not bad top do so. [[WhiteyScar]]: ? [[JimScarver]]: refusal to take responsibility is alsays deligating authority to God. [[JimScarver]]: i am the master of that. [[WhiteyScar]]: refusal to take responsibility is irresponsibilty [[JimScarver]]: i am not going to make it home and i an drunk and stoned. [[WhiteyScar]]: god has authority wether or not we delegate it to him [[WhiteyScar]]: no? [[WhiteyScar]]: if God is, [[WhiteyScar]]: then he has the authority regardless of whether wed delegate it to him [[JimScarver]]: make your own judgement as towhether I am here.... [[WhiteyScar]]: ? [[WhiteyScar]]: lol [[WhiteyScar]]: get home safe [[WhiteyScar]]: i love you [[JimScarver]]: there is always higher level organization [[JimScarver]]: i an not going home. [[WhiteyScar]]: you need to think about what I've sad [[WhiteyScar]]: said [[WhiteyScar]]: namely..... [[JimScarver]]: i think you underestimate me [[WhiteyScar]]: if God is, then he has the authority regardless of whether wed delegate it to him [[JimScarver]]: sorry to confuse you :-P [[WhiteyScar]]: you haven't answered my questions [[WhiteyScar]]: I have 2 [[JimScarver]]: God needs nothings from anything [[WhiteyScar]]: that's not an answer- that's my point [[WhiteyScar]]: therefore [[WhiteyScar]]: delegatin responsibilty to him is irresponsibilty [[WhiteyScar]]: he doesn't need it [[JimScarver]]: right [[JimScarver]]: it is just that we are irresponsible and do not deserve contril [[WhiteyScar]]: therefore, voting for Bush because the church said to is irresponsibilty [[WhiteyScar]]: who is irresponsible? [[JimScarver]]: we don't know [[WhiteyScar]]: who does not deserve control? [[JimScarver]]: alll that we know is that we did what we did and got the result that we deserved [[WhiteyScar]]: whether or not you deserve control is determined by what you do with it (control) because we all have it whether or not we want it [[WhiteyScar]]: and how you use it determines whther or not one is responsible or otherwize [[JimScarver]]: Hitler got control because he had a vision, I believe, but his vision was limited so he lostcontrol. [[WhiteyScar]]: you said this....JimScarver: they siply don't understand and don't need to, they have delegated control to God, and they are not wrong. [[WhiteyScar]]: they ARE wrong to do it [[WhiteyScar]]: they are irresponsible [[WhiteyScar]]: why would God have created us if he wanted us to grow up and then delegate control to him- control he already has. Why would he give us a will? [[WhiteyScar]]: create all these beings with all this potential so they can mature- then submit our will to his [[WhiteyScar]]: that is seriously Fucked Up [[WhiteyScar]]: that is tatamount to spiritual suicide [[WhiteyScar]]: God wants us to excersize our will for the benefit of our fellow man [[JimScarver]]: weel, my decision was to deligate to God, but if you have better ideas than God I will follow you instead. [[WhiteyScar]]: that is just as cowardly an escape from your responsibility [[JimScarver]]: God is defined ar "the creator", what that means has not been determined. [[WhiteyScar]]: i'm not saying don't "follow" God [[WhiteyScar]]: I'm saying that people who submit to his will as defined by the church are shirking the responsibility that God has put upon them [[WhiteyScar]]: the Church is not God [[JimScarver]]: whenever I tried to take contro; I fucked up. I have not really had any choice but to obey God. [[WhiteyScar]]: did God tell you who to vote for? [[JimScarver]]: belief is subjective, individual, little to do with "the church", nobody can choose their beliefs. [[JimScarver]]: at least that is what Jesus taught, and I believe. [[WhiteyScar]]: If no one can choose his beliefs, then what is there to talk about? [[JimScarver]]: ideas [[WhiteyScar]]: If there is no free will, then you can't even make the choice to trust in God yourself [[WhiteyScar]]: submitting to his will was not even your choice [[JimScarver]]: i didn't have a choice, I was incompetent. [[WhiteyScar]]: self depreciation does not excuse you or anyone else [[WhiteyScar]]: well [[JimScarver]]: when I practiced the disiplin, I had total power, but not integrity. [[WhiteyScar]]: i'm not sure about that [[JimScarver]]: anything I wanted I had, but it was not right. [[JimScarver]]: the Zen. [[JimScarver]]: I am a master [[JimScarver]]: heart rate down to 6 beats a minute [[JimScarver]]: and beyond... i nearl6y died. [[WhiteyScar]]: Discussing the candidates succeeded in affecting change in my beliefs. BECAUSE I was open to it. [[WhiteyScar]]: It is a waste of time for many because they are not open to new ideas and information [[JimScarver]]: i feel sorry for you [[WhiteyScar]]: why now [[JimScarver]]: cause you understand me [[JimScarver]]: nobody else does [[WhiteyScar]]: you know that's not true from studying the great minds [[WhiteyScar]]: these ideas aren't new [[JimScarver]]: not to be self rightous, as I am just an asshole. but [[JimScarver]]: yes, all I want is what Jefferson wanted for America, nothing more, or less. [[WhiteyScar]]: do you think that all of this, everything that we've discusse lately, is PART of what he wanted? [[WhiteyScar]]: for America? [[JimScarver]]: for US [[WhiteyScar]]: ? [[JimScarver]]: to me America is supposed to be for S. [[WhiteyScar]]: is that yes? [[JimScarver]]: US [[WhiteyScar]]: US as apposed to who?> [[JimScarver]]: nobody [[WhiteyScar]]: lol [[WhiteyScar]]: so is that a yes? [[JimScarver]]: there is little human diversity remaining [[JimScarver]]: all the chirdren are our children [[WhiteyScar]]: i better get going [[WhiteyScar]]: pass my song around to anyone n evryone [[JimScarver]]: i'll pass this whole thing in the diary... [[WhiteyScar]]: it doesn't mention Bush's name on purpose [[WhiteyScar]]: i wanted it to have shelf life [[JimScarver]]: and pray for non-linear effects... [[WhiteyScar]]: lol [[WhiteyScar]]: goodnight [[JimScarver]]: love ya [[WhiteyScar]]: great talking to you as always [[WhiteyScar]]: love you too [[WhiteyScar]]: peace [[WhiteyScar]] signed off at 10:45:29 PM. Please Don't Confuse Me Please don't confuse me 'cause it don't take to much to loose me Please don't confuse me Now if you'll please excuse me... Do you have a reservation To bring new information? Why should I ever change The Station? I need no clarification. Please don't confuse me 'cause it don't take to much to loose me Please don't confuse me Now if you'll please excuse me... The facts are just a complication I will not show an oscillation. Ignoring every revelation Is how I'll save the Nation. Please don't change the way I feel 'Cause it's easy to believe I don't really want to know, I don't really feel the need. If you show me something new It might change my point of view I might not know what to say I might not know what to do. Please don't confuse me 'cause it don't take to much to loose me Please don't confuse me Now if you'll please excuse me...
http:/InformationPhysics.com
music: [Don'tConfuseMe.mp3]
words: http://www.whitescarver.com/james/DontConfuseMe/DontConfuseMe.doc